Its cold here in the city
Always seems that way
Iâ??ve been thinking about you almost everyday
Thinking about the good times
Thinking about the bad
Thinking about how bad it feels all alone again

Iâ??m sorry for the ways things are in China
Iâ??m sorry things arenâ??t what they used to be
But more than anything else
Iâ??m sorry for myself
That youâ??re not here with me

My friends all ask about you
I say youâ??re doing fine
I expect to hear from you almost any time
They all know Iâ??m lying
I canâ??t sleep at night
They all know Iâ??m dying deep down inside

Iâ??m sorry for all the lies I told you
Iâ??m sorry for the things I didnâ??t say
But more than anything else Iâ??m sorry for myself

I canâ??t believe you went away
Iâ??m sorry if I took some things for granted
Iâ??m sorry for the chains I put on you
But more than anything else
Iâ??m sorry for myself for living without you