It's been awhile
Since I could...
Hold my head up high
And It's been awhile
Since I could call you
And It's been awhile
Since I could stand
on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that i've rendered
I stretched myself beyond my means

And It's been awhile
Since I could say
that I wasn't addicted and
It's been awhile
Since I could say
I loved myself as well and...
It's been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up
Just like I always do
and it's been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again... Again....

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day

And it's been awhile
Since I could...
Look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way
the candles light your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste

And everything I can't remember
as fucked up as it all may seem...
To be,
I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

And it's been awhile
Since I could...
Hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry